For anyone wondering if the four guys who participated in the attack against Zach can now be charged with murder since Zach has passed, the answer is “NO.” This was part of the plea agreement, and this is partly why I was so frustrated with the case. Yet Zach's death has now been added to Baltimore City's murder rate for 2008.

This city scares me to death. If I could, I would move away tomorrow. That is the truth. But I have responsibilities and moving tomorrow isn't an option. At least not yet.

I truly don't feel safe anywhere. If anything, it feels like Baltimore is becoming more dangerous, regardless of what the statistics show.

Many of you have probably already heard about the recent crime incidents in Canton. They include a mugging on the corner of 800 S. Streeper St. near Fait at 8 p.m. on Monday night 4/7. The young lady threw her purse and the thugs still hit her in her face. She was lucky enough to have another neighbor help her, and she’s okay after being treated at the hospital.

The Shell gas station on Luzerne & Fleet was robbed Tuesday morning 4/8 around 8-ish. Another incident happened around Eastern and East, where an elderly woman was mugged. I'm no politician, but whatever plan Sheila Dixon and crew has in place to protect the citizens of Baltimore doesn't seem to be working, at least not in my eyes.

So does Baltimore City equal Murder and Crime or does it equal Charm City? The answer is quite clear for me. It's hard to "believe" in Baltimore when all you hear about is friends getting robbed, beaten or murdered while minding their own business. It’s hard to “believe” in Baltimore when you fear for your own life because you have to walk a few blocks to your house at 10 p.m. because there were no closer parking spots.

I’m just an average girl, now turned widow, but it seems evident that the person in charge of this city needs to do more. And that person is Sheila Dixon…. WHAT’S THE PLAN?

Anyway, Major Bergeron of the SE Police District will be holding a meeting regarding the current issues in Canton at the SED roll call room on Tuesday, April 15, at 7 p.m. Anyone interested in attending will have a chance to talk with the police about issues in their community. The address is 5710 Eastern Avenue, Baltimore 21224 (410-396-2422). Parking is available behind the building. Enter through the rear of the building. Upon entry, turn left directly to the roll call room.

Also, my friend Kendall Ludwig made a banner for the Urban Forest Project in Zach's honor. It's now up on Harford Rd, near 33rd street. She wants people to know that her banner was only made because of Zach, her inspiration to get the word out about the murder rate in this city. http://bmore-urbanforestproject.org/banners/ludwig-kendall.php

*** On a lighter note, I want to thank the band 3 Fifths for hosting a benefit concert this past Saturday in honor of Zach. Some of the guys associated with 3 Fifths were college friends of Zach. Great guys. Thank you SO much.

And I'd Iike to thank everyone for the cards, donations, flowers, etc. throughout this whole experience. I will never have the time to write that many thank you cards so I hope thanking you on Zach's site is enough. THANK YOU, THANK YOU!!

The amount of support I have felt from everyone is helping me get through each day.

Also, I am still working with Pazo and Hopkins on the June 8 fundraiser for the new Zach Sowers Brain Trauma Research Fund at Johns Hopkins. I am also trying to get myself back up for making Zach's Law a reality. Wish me luck on everything.

Here is a message from my good friend Adam Herson (also known as the human megaphone in some circles):

"This Saturday, April 12 the band 3 Fifths will be hosting a benefit concert in honor of our friend Zach Sowers. 100% of all gate receipts will go to Anna to help with medical bills and other miscellaneous expenses. Any additional donations will be collected and held at the gate, and are very much appreciated.

The show will take place at the 8x10 Club at 10 East Cross Street in Federal Hill. The 8x10 is located directly next to the Cross Street Market with a secured parking garage located just two blocks away.

Doors open at 8pm, with half price drinks being served until 9:30. The Meathooks will open the show at approximately 9:30. More information can be found at the 3 Fifth's website at www.myspace.com/3fifths and/or www.the8x10.com.

Many thanks for your continued support. Hope to see you at the show this Saturday."

--Adam Herson

Sonar in downtown Baltimore (407 E. Saratoga St) has graciously reserved the lounge area to friend, family & supporters for Zach Sowers on Wednesday April 2nd from 7pm to close. They are providing turntables which will be manned by some of Zach’s closest DJing friends.

This is not a fundraising event, but simply a celebration for Zach’s life by enjoying everything he loved: Anna, music, and a good drink/micro beer. If you have been touched by Zach’s life in some way, especially over the past 10 months, please join us Wednesday at Sonar for a night of fun, friendship & celebration. Come by to say hello to Anna, even if you've never met either of them…you’re well wishes and prayers meant more than you know. We hope to see you there!

Neighbors' Night Out 2 last Sunday was another success. Thank you to all the bars, restaurants and patrons who participated. I had a great time hanging out with friends and meeting supporters all over town. It was definitely amazing to be out supporting Zach while also celebrating my birthday with friends, family and the whole city.

I had planned to make it to as many sponsors as possible but got sidetracked with all of the celebrations. So even though I didn't hit each store/bar/restaurant, I am still VERY appreciative for everyone's support.

We still need to collect the donations and as soon as that is totaled, we'll post it on the website.

Thank you again for your love and support!